~
feeling chilled, relaxed,
kicking back
(a horrible expression)
a glass of red
a new life in the country,
a new start
my guard is down, I’m easy meat
perhaps a garden makeover
a stretch, a yawn,
life is good,
then the broken emaciated donkey
with crooked calloused hooves
burdened with huge stones
struggles across the screen,
now an undernourished
African child with flies
infesting his eyes,
his sister drinks filthy water
she fetched from three miles away
and like a jack-in-the-box
my mood shifts, kick-arsed from
Summer Holiday to Hammer Horror
in a two-minute,
white-knuckle guilt trip,
following that cloudburst
sunshine returns
take a cruise,
perhaps a new hearing-aid
or some chap helping me
withdraw equity from my home
help my children out in these
straightened times
there’s certainly a lot of things
for me to think about.
*
© Graham R Sherwood 01/23