I am drunk on pronunciation,

the intoxicating aromas of syllables

soar and swirl around my head,

this lifeblood of our language courses

irreverently, from brain to tongue to brain

invoking my literal inebriation,

I promise never to speak again

nor wrestle contorting diagraphs

to submission on my lips,

instead I glide from verbal 

to mental acuity

no longer talking bollocks

*

© Graham R Sherwood 09/21

some talk of death and decay

the end of life and growth

the sunset of summer, 

a change in the offing

to darker times ahead

a cooling of air and blood,

but October’s children see

subtle colours, praise

the stealthy unheralded shift

to browns and golds, russet

and deep amber shades,

to them death is renewal, 

a harvest given

time for the earth to rest

and breathe a balmy sigh

*

© Graham R Sherwood 09/21

sun peels off cracked paint

blue flakes pepper the brown earth

fallen petals glint

*

© Graham Sherwood 09/21

it is said that he never missed a chance

often goals came in threes fours and fives

with his typically devastating nonchalance,

a true ‘Eastender’ 

pie and mash before each game 

but not what the Italians served up in ‘61,

Jimmy wore a cloak of invisibility

ghosting into the box

haunting defenders mercilessly

his six England hat-tricks, still a record

when football was still a man’s game

and not the pantomime it is today

RIP ‘little man’

*

© Graham Sherwood 09/21

and there you stood,

high up on that vantage point

erect, eyes closed

like Christ the Redeemer,

arms outstretched

crucifying yourself to the panorama

blindly drinking in the view,

you cried out, not in anguish

just sheer delight

before contorting like Lakshmi,

a writhing marionette innocent

unaware of your own beauty

the child bursting from the woman

you have seamlessly become,

your chrysalis wantonly cast aside

melting into the scorched grass,

for that one moment I had you back

balancing on that stone pillar

a snapshot briefly taken 

these days seldom seen

*

© Graham Sherwood 09/21

strange days indeed, this vibrant hillside bazaar

a fiddle, wooden drum and scratched guitar

robes flowing, grey thinning hair

pilgrims like starlings flocking there

both having nowhere else to fly

milk Arthur’s airy-fairy legend dry

aged hippies, yippies living out their youth

busk, juggle, beg in search of a truth

vegan joss and nicotine fritter away each day

tomorrow’s woes never dawn there anyway

a broken ruined abbey, lying desolate

slumbers quietly beyond a turnstile gate

the ghosts of monks, haunt the lay-lined earth

ancient carbon footprints that watermark the turf

*

© Graham Sherwood 09/21

you’ve cradled my heart

these two years past

with the daily enquiry, 

sometimes two or three ‘are you alright’

a nod to my newly found fragility 

‘of course’ my stock response,

my words, sought from the dark

are nervous understudies

stumbling through the acts

part player, part imposter of sorts

tethered loosely to the dying stake

*

© Graham Sherwood 09/21

darkness, in velvet gloves

deftly cradles a sombre quietude,

warm freshly ironed sheets

breathe on my face, and  

pensively, breathing slowly, zen-like

I make ready 

for tonight’s passage on the uncharted waters

of the soporific ocean

a lone journey without destination

where people, places, thoughts are juxtaposed

strange atmospheres swirl, twist, 

and confuse the eye,

vague faces, unfamiliar, watch me

running naked, falling, falling

but never meeting the ground,

anxiety honed, motion dumbed

I writhe in a dance of despair,

only to be plucked violently,

gratefully, back to a friendly shore

*

© Graham Sherwood 09/21

once more slowly, tentatively we come together,

our caution tells us to inspect one another closely

as if playing a ‘spot the difference’ game,

we wonder pensively where each of us has been

whose company we have kept and on balance 

whether danger lurks within the answers we receive,

there is an awkwardness at first,

we used to embrace warmly, a cheek offered

a ‘bisou’ placed on both,

now neither of us are sure, what the other will accept

settling for a stroked arm or a gentle pat,

feeling our route back to the way we were

feeling ridiculous but neither crumbling first,

then there is wine, food, conversation, laughter,

time is rewound, guards slowly gradually fall and

all too soon the carriages await,

a good night, recounting events and as we travel home

glad that a friendship has survived,

the jokes, the old stories shared escapades and 

the hand-sanitizer on the toilet shelf.

*

© Graham Sherwood 09/21

day by day, week by week

inch by inch

I lose this wondrous child,

her words become longer

conversations diverse,

my magic is seen through

old jokes raise hardly a smile,

where I once steadied her

she now steadies me,

her new friends are thieves

and steal our time together,

she is grown and I sigh heavily

*

© Graham Sherwood 08/21