Mother

Yourself, an accident at birth,

the twin that survived

as your sibling withered and died.

Clothed, fed and nurtured

you grew, flourished became beautifully

nubile, fruitful, child-bearing.

We grew, from you, as you, in your image but

made mistakes, were careless, ignorant

becoming selfish gluttons 

for wealth and visibility, but

mother you embraced us still,

acknowledging our naivety.

You gave us freedom, independence 

travel, learning, experience, culture

showed us how to understand the stars,

think for ourselves, make decisions

some that hurt you savagely.

But the crucial secret that you held, 

you hid from us, as a mother would,

our brief predecession, 

before you take your own rest 

your work done. 

*

© Graham Sherwood 06/2019

Notes from La Dordogne

The kitten arrived on the very first evening

as if summoned, and 

being more than happy to be petted by anyone

was christened Floozy

not very French admittedly,

pouffiasse would have been more appropriate.

Nonetheless Bea had found a friend

who would come every day

for favours and attention, but

being a French mademoiselle offered

very little in return.

Later, as Bea finally gave up

and fell asleep in her mother’s lap

we ate fillet and drank claret

thinking life gets no better.

Sunday, a real Sunday

nothing stirs but  the fodder grass,

it’s tall again but not ready for the blade

needing sun as do we.

Only the fractured peal of the Eglise St Martin 

measures out the day’s stumbling progress

with an atheistic clank.

Eagerly awaited holiday books are finally creased,

and mysteries, adventures and romances unfold

as a lazy guilt seeps from our bones, and

we exhale from our routine lives.

It’s early half-light, the day already overcast,

and picked out in the car’s headlights

a weak bulb glows through the baker’s window.

The intoxicating aroma of crusty bread

indelibly France.

The greeting is heartfelt, it’s lunchtime for him

loose change is dropped into

the glass dish on the counter, a bientot!

and an insatiable desire to bite

the end off the baguette before starting the car.

On the drive home, skies clear to pale grey,

I skirt the ancient redundant windmill, that

once would have ground the wheat,

and the pigeonnier sentinel amongst

the dripping vines.

It will be dour today, but

the thought of breakfast bread, ham, melon 

and superb coffee will lift our spirits.

St Emilion, a happy ghetto wedged in the limestone cleft

multicoloured terracotta rooftops 

juxt and cheek by jowl 

spill from the plateau to the cote.

This town is riddled like Emmenthal 

its Gallo-Roman catacombs, now

fill with wine,

a tourist trap nirvana seethes

with many tongues.

But early, before sunrise

a medieval torpor sits in the lanes

and through the alleys

imagined likely bladesreturn boisterous from a masque

.

© Graham Sherwood 06/2019

Pyre

~

Once set and lit a fire is free, 

it burns however it wishes untamed,

the defiance of steel blue

sedition of callous green,

the delinquency of sharp orange

and the assassin’s tongue red,

the flames writhe tortured

in their wanton destructive spectrum.

A wind might seek to move its will

to bear its heart a certain path

but the fire’s business of burning, 

of charring, gnawing and consuming

is its own, unchallenged.

But, a fire’s life is short

a one-way battle to ash, where

death is inevitable,

a long, degraded death.

Be sure that life

rekindled from the embers

will be a new fire

not a reincarnation of the old

~

© Graham Sherwood 05/2019

Le Week-End

~

Midday and still cold

bitterly cold 

stinging nostrils and earlobes

cutting, steel grey under a weak sun.

November at Sacre-Coeur

the uneven pavements white

fractured by ice, treacherous.

The starving artists mistakenly

took you to be Luciano Pavarotti

and made an embarrassing fuss

each wanting to draw you.

We four wore long overcoats

well below our knees,

reminiscent of your father’s

railway greatcoat that you purloined

for those beatnik sixties poetry readings.

We sat outside like mourners 

nibbling delicious gougeres and 

blowing steaming hot chocolate 

constantly pestered by students

one who resembled Francoise Hardy.

I should have paid her 

To let me just to sit there

and look at her beautiful face.

Later, at the Musee D’Orsay

we saw her again sketching,

I bought her coffee from the brasserie, 

Sacre Coeur bathed in the last glow

of a weak russet sun, was

framed by the café’s circular window,

a perfect cameo.

That evening dining in Maigret’s restaurant,

one of the many in Paris,

a delivery of fresh morels and chanterelles

were carried straight past our noses 

and changed food forever.

~

© Graham Sherwood 05/2019

Paper Boats

~

Ordinary lives may be bent and folded

into shapes that become exotic origami,

each starting the same, with a plan

to become a fragrant flower, a fantastic beast

or intriguingly, a complex polygon.

Something remains however,

corners, sharp lines

no matter how shaped 

or convoluted corners might be fashioned, 

edges remain to anchor lives indelibly

to their former ordinariness,

sharp reminders of provenance,

voices, mannerisms, preferences, 

cruel Judases sabotage our pretension

and we rapidly and surely come undone.

~

© Graham Sherwood 05/2019

A contre-courant

*

Our gods and ghosts both thinly disguised 

walk among us daily,

with assured familiarity, 

in plain sight they move unnoticed, 

unrecognized as immortals.

Were they lauded,

what laurels would we accord?

which sagas recite, 

libations pour, favours ask, 

audiences seek, with

these super-human beings.

We should never know our gods

or ever meet our ghosts, for

we will be ruined

and in turn ruin them.

*

© Graham Sherwood 05/2019

Meeting my Alien

.

Once you’ve met an alien

people treat you differently

they regard you more seriously 

sit closer to the door.

It’s not that they don’t trust you

they just pay attention

especially to your eyes

and of course the fingertips.

They think little green men

well that’s the cliché isn’t it

but my Alien is a 1967 Ford Transit

it’s been here all that time.

Contrary to conventional wisdom

it means no harm,

no world domination, even though

there are millions of them (Transits) out there.

It’s a strange relationship

you couldn’t exactly call us friends

just an unspoken understanding

a therapy for both of us.

Having met an alien 

it’s a double-edged sword

of course I’ve lost some friends

but I’ve learnt so much, seriously.

.

© Graham Sherwood 05/2019 

Flute

.

sitting quietly, intent, 

listening for the late evening’s breeze-song,

it sighs and I’m minded to think

of an Japanese girl, whose beautiful lips

rest gently on the mouthpiece

of an ancient wooden flute,

a breathy resonance, 

strokes my throat as I swallow in 

a taste of an approaching shower,

when rain finally crashes through

the final apple blossom flees

to seek asylum on a slatted fence

there, caught quivering in webs

it pirouettes in frantic craze,

heavy splashes stamp the earth

like errant schoolboys 

unsupervised, currying chaos 

on a vicarage lawn

daffodils are skittled all askew,

it is done, the dark cloak withdraws

and I tentatively venture out

amongst the floral devastation

but the perfume, the heady fresh perfume

in the dampened sod, 

spins me like a top, 

I have to sit, drunk, sedated

as the breeze timidly returns, 

the flautist wets her lips

.

.© Graham Sherwood 04/2019

Passionata

.

In hordes they teem this eager flock,

to bring libations un-thought all,

some adorned in hard won wealth,

others come in cheaper cloth

to hear sweet music, retailed hymns,

the bright lit windows hypnotized,

they break warm bread that’s offered there

and drip their faith in litter bins 

Elsewhere some cathedrals lie bereft

cold stone ancient edifices,

warmed by witless grey broken men,

garbed heavily in rich uniform,

to dole out gifts of hot cross buns,

beseeching all to take their path,

believing corrupted fallen myths.

One Messiah is early risen

on this commercial Calvary,

his true disciples tend us well,

offering the meat we seek, so come 

to worship, come to spend,

celebrate your god lives on, 

celebrate the long weekend.

.

© Graham Sherwood 04/2019