Turbulence

Everything is shivering and cringes in this wind,

these hooligan gusts charge wantonly 

snapping heels, callously clipping ears, stinging noses.

Invisible save for the humbled detritus 

littering our paths,

this threatening prankster, a bully-boy unchastened

safe to come and go, to bide its time, 

then strike with cowardly force, is

sometime an eager friend,

a dryer of clothes, a flyer of kites

then a flippant turncoat Judas 

that scorns and steals our warmth.

We shiver and cringe in this fickle

uncaring wind.

© Graham Sherwood 03/2019

Bathtub Messiah

I watch you like a hawk

day by day delivering speeches 

that only you want to hear,

somehow managing to keep and even keel

precariously immersed in word baths,

that let you float, buoyant,

in a paper boat of threadbare emotions.

Then you drink, you drink

from that fetid sea

and suddenly you are drowning,

thrashing and lashing

fraught to grip anything, desperate

to survive just one more time,

casting out beleaguered apologies

to the fading shoreline

that can be reused

time and time again

after each rescue,

your cynical bravado polished

with the tears of your sycophantic

frightened disciples

who really hoped you’d drowned

© Graham Sherwood 03/2019

The man who?

The man who claims he has nothing left to lose

is a fool,

the man who believes his dream has come true

is still asleep,

the man who confides that he is in love

is fatally wounded,

the man who shouts that he’ll kill

is forever haunted,

the man who becomes a father

is never at peace,

 

© Graham Sherwood 03/2019

Avianica

Remember how the four of us

would sit like contented birds

amongst the canopy of our thinly disguised

tree houses,

keeping silent whenever an occasional walker

passed below,

pretending we were invisible

the way that little children hide their eyes

convinced they can’t be seen.

We were different

amongst those supportive boughs,

contorted sylvian fingers, cupped around us

as we rested on the gently tensile branches.

In those days we flew!

 

© Graham Sherwood 03/2019

Team Talk

Of course, I recognised them immediately.

It may have been full fifty years, but

behind each lined face still stood the boy,

boys’ faces, which had become grandfathers’ faces

experienced, damaged, both wise and rueful, but

still boys’ faces after all this time.

Wide greeting smiles reminiscent of those damp

Saturday mornings down the park

and the realisation that with my arrival

there would at last be enough for a team,

the match could begin full strength.

We embraced, warm handshakes and shoulder patting

that we would have been too self-conscious

to have performed in our youth,

pints ordered, seats taken, keeping eye contact

each thinking ‘Is this really happening”.

And we’re off, as if fifty years had been but a week.

girls, music, football, teachers, homes lived in,

when and where, who and what,

births celebrated, deaths mourned

there had to be some, of course.

Pulsing through it all, sheer delight

that three of us had survived, each

now in our late-sixties,

with different stories to tell

worlds apart from those childhood times

when we all had the same things,

same houses, same food, same lives

and nothing mattered more than

Saturday mornings and the making of a team.

 

 

© Graham R Sherwood 03/2019

Keep the Faith

Show me a picture of your faith,

a bottle from which to smell its perfume

the plate from which to taste it.

How do you measure your faith,

draw its earthly form

weigh its worth?

Do you know your faith’s song,

hear its serene chords

and soothing words?

Where do you keep such treasure,

safe from theft, from loss,

from negligence?

 

© Graham Sherwood 02/2019

Alys’s pigeons

 

dove,

no,

pigeon,

start again

pigeon–pigeon–pigeon–dove,

no

you can’t say dove after three pigeons

why?

it’s the rules

pigeon–dove–double pigeon

I win

what?

double pigeon always wins

okay

pigeon–dove–double pigeon

I win

no

why?

you can only say double pigeon once

grrrrrrr!

pigeon–pigeon–pigeon—pigeon—pigeon

well done!

you win

I can’t believe I let you do

five pigeons

game over

 

© Graham Sherwood 02/2019

Turn

It’s nearly March, almost

and the yolk of a breakfast sun

just clears the ridge of next door’s roof,

it lolls, if a sun can loll,

like a trapped balloon

occasionally sliding to the right.

Unseasonably warm said the weather girl,

squirrels are trying to outdo the magpies

in a stick-breaking contest

and blue tits come and go

worrying outside their usual box

but haven’t settled in yet.

All this tells me a story

over a sourdough toast crossword

and marmite flavoured coffee,

with the crocus stretching skyward

days are getting longer, lighter

and spring is at the door knocker.

 

© Graham Sherwood 02/2019

Orphan

Looking up, wonderous under a big sky

steel grey, threatening to fall

in an empty school playground

awaiting my granddaughter Alys

the most unusual sensation

of being alone, of being watched

an old-age orphan

abandoned

to deal with a lifetime of life

now suddenly under review

the crushing feeling of inadequacy

scrutinized

how could they have left me

to deal with all this?

 

© Graham Sherwood 02/2019

When the time comes

Often, we are not present

at the start of things,

big things

an infinitesimal spark

far away in the cosmos,

an incredible event

unobserved,

it’s outcome only apparent

after eons.

Under the sea, cataclysmic shifts

in the darkness,

unfathomable power

eventually to make landfall

and spill onto our shores,

a devastating force.

And buried deep within us,

a latent chemistry,

an alchemy lays a plan,

blueprints checked

sequences rubber-stamped

awaiting the signal.

We are helpless,

ignorant

unaccountable

for how we’ll act

when the star explodes,

the tsunami breaches

or the cancer grows.

 

© Graham Sherwood 02/2019