I sit in the dark
salved by the quiet hum
of a 3am night,
I feel no pain as
coarse spilt words
pile up haphazardly
at my feet but
smoother sounds
cocoon the sharps
to somehow keep the peace,
under this dull timbre
I try to remember poets
writers, musicians, lovers
but can’t think of any,
it’s as if I’m required
to write a sentence
that will save the world,
somewhere a child
is being born
elsewhere an old man dies
somewhere a murder
otherwhere a suicide fails,
I sit in the dark
bleeding fingers
now holding the words
that will change the world
and I wonder who to tell
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© Graham Sherwood 06/2020
There are frustrations as we get older that what we inwardly know is inadequate to change things thus isolating us – that’s my experience. Great way of expressing that and the contributions to it. I get that feeling when I play the piano to myself and check the silence afterwards.
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Yes Ray, if only I could play a musical instrument. I have been toying with the idea of teaching myself the guitar, albeit teaching myself poetry has been dire enough.
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